Oooooh yes!!! Contrarily of what I thought, my father aproved of me changing careers.
I'll study animation and 3d design next year!! SO YES, I'M ON HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO MORE EXAMS AS I WON'T CONTINUE WITH MY CURRENT CAREER!
No more MATH! No more accounting! No more microeconomics! I'M SO FRIGGIN HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!
YAAAAY And my drawings will improve a lot, too!!! *----*
It's not like I actually hate international commerce and entrepreneurship and all, though. In fact, I'll keep working at my father's company for a long while as I study. I just didn't like the career. It had very useless subjects and it was boring, non motivational for me at all, and way too mathematic.
If I study 3d design and animation, on the other hand, I might be able to design charas for videogames! And make doujins and mangas of my own!
IT'S GREAT, PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!
So yeah!!!! ME IS HAPPY!!!

I'm sorry guys, for those who're reading this anyway...(which I doubt are many...) I REALLY NEED to get all this SHIT out of my system...

These past two weeks have been SHITTY AS HELL... With my grandmother dying and my mom getting REALLY hysterical about it (which of course, I understand, but it has become the most ANNOYING, STRESSFUL, THING, EVER...) She's hysterically walking inside the house from one way to another, as in a rush. She keeps letting objects drop (plates, kitchen stuff, etc) because of this, then bitching about it. She has me as her bitch... Which means me taking care of EVERYTHING burocratically speaking (getting her flight tickets, paying for them, speaking with the flight agents so she can go see her mother, who actually lives in ANOTHER PROVINCE...) ON THE TOP OF THIS, I must put up with school, which has been completely a BITCH to me for the whole semester (accounting and micro economics, to be more precise...), as well as taking care of the dogs, then of my father's company (because HE IS IN THE USA!!!), which has been a total bitch as well, clients complaining about stuff, me having to do all the invoicing, calling them all the time because they just DON'T KNOW what they need for their business, and I must keep asking them about it, ON THE TOOOOOOP OF THAT, THERE ARE SERIOUS STOCK PROBLEMS, Because the guys who're SUPPOSED to be in charge of that issue, made counting mistakes AND NOW my dad will have to fix it all once he comes back, and he'll eventually stress out for good (he's almost 70!!!) SO THIS LITTLE STORY WILL REPEAT ITSELF AGAIN...

Getting back to my mother's issue, I was planning not to go to work today in order to keep my mom some company, BUUUUUUUUT one of the secretaries just happens to be unaware on how to use a computer, and called me for instructions on how to save some file. I did so, but she still didn't get it SO I HAD TO GO PERSONALLY AND EXPLAIN ALL THE STUFF TO HER, THEN COME BACK TO MY HOUSE TO FIND A HYSTERICAL MOTHER wanting me to accompany her to the supermarket, which didn't bother me much, but once we came back, problems kept coming up.
My mom was supposed to go to my grandmother's province today, and MY UNCLE called a while ago, asking her to pay FOR HIS TICKET AS WELL, So WE HAD TO CALL THE FLIGHT AGENTS AGAIN, and they took 2 HOURS OF OUR TIME just for the confirmation. Welcome to the third world, people!!! AND MY DEAR UNCLE ISN'T EVEN IN THE CAPITAL RIGHT NOW!!! So they might just be late for the flight!!!! I even had to make all arrangements for some guy to pick her up and get her to the airport, because MY MOM CAN'T DO ANYTHING ON HER OWN (she can't even go out on her own and come back OK, Noooooo, she HAAAAS to fall on the street...IT JUST HAPPENED YESTERDAY!) I mean she's a good person and my mom and all, but she just CAN'T do arrangements nor anything of the sort by herself. And now that my father's not here, I must save her ass constantly...
To make things EVEN WORSE, she has 7 brothers, who just DON'T SEEM TO GET ALONG. They're all going to see my grandmother soon, and so much tension will be in the air, with one of them having waived the nurse who was taking care of her during the night time, JUST BECAUSE HE TRIED TO RAPE HER AND SHE DIDN'T LET HIM. And we're talking about a 56+ old man here!!!!
The whole situation has been REALLY getting on my nerves lately... I can't take this much shit altogether, I'm human.
Hopefully, today she'll go see her mother and I won't have to stand her constant foul mood (because, even if I'm keeping her company, doing my best to keep things in order in EVERY POSSIBLE WAY, she'll KEEP complaining about how I'm not supporting her and more shit of the sort) Of course, I'm not the only one she's complaining to, noooo. My dad, who's in the US, who just happened to meet with one of my half brothers (who both hate him to death because he divorced from their mother, then married mine and had me and took care of me in a way he didn't with them...), is ALSOOO being complained about. My mom calling him to tell him he left her alone, he isn't supportive, and MORE shit... SO YEAH, I'M SOOO FED UP I'LL TEAR THE WHOLE WORLD APART! (No, seriously...)
*Sigh* there's WAYYY MORE I could actually bitch about, but that'll have to wait for some other time...
Thanks to whoever reads this, and I'm glad I could at least bitch for a while here...

Stolen from

1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

-Sarasota (Tales of the Abyss)-

1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
It's Sarasota Fang. People used to call me the Black Dahlia for...personal reasons. Friends usually call me just Dahlia though.

2. Interesting... what's your current age?
19.

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
Anything elaborated. Certainly not fruit salad or salad, nor just beef or chicken... Yup, anything as long as it's elaborated.

4. And your favorite drink?
Coffee (elaborated, please)and water.

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
I...don't talk about my personal life, though this silly creator of mine has revealed it in...quite some occasions...*glares at cassiemarimoto*

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
...Just, guess.

7. Classic question! What's your favorite color?
Black and violet.

8. Who's your favorite author?
I...don't read.

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
...Cockroaches or spiders.

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?
No. They all died back then.

11. Almost done, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?
Myself.

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
Myself...

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
Hahaha, it's an internal battle isn't it?...I suppose I'd try to get the real me to win, if you actually know what I mean...

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
First of all I'd just nicely tell her to stop drawing me in...weird situations. If she insists on keeping it up, well...You know what could actually happen. *glares at cassiemarimoto again*
me: O_o...

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
Pffft...Just...me?

16. What's your worst nightmare?
Losing against myself, having dear people hurt or killed, even...*sighs* forget about it.

17. What's your lifelong dream?
Hmm, to be able to get over hard times and go on with life for good, I guess...

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
...Dumb question.

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
Wherever I am in contact with nature and able to sing.

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
Training, training, and more training.

21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want. DO IT!

Pffft. Anyone who wants to do it, lmao...

STOLEN FROM

(6/10)

North Italy

[X] You were bullied a lot in your childhood.
[X] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[ ] You're very happy-go-lucky
[X] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies
[X] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up
[X] You're a good artist [I dunno...?]
[X] You can be clumsy at times
[ ] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something
[ ] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!"
[ ] You would surrender in a war situation

(7/10)

Germany

[ ] You're very stoic and serious
[ ] Sausages are your favourite foods.
[ ] You like to walk dogs/your dog
[x] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[X] You love rules and think they should always be followed to a T
[X] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules
[X] You work very hard
[X] Your alone time is your 'happy time'
[X] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people
[X] You've had issues with money once or twice

(5/10)

Japan

[X] You're very mature.
[ ] You think everything over before saying it.
[ ] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one
[X] You isolated yourself during childhood
[ ] You became very successful in a short amount of time
[X] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world
[x] You can seem cold/aloof to other people
[ ] You're good at practical tasks
[X]You need time to adjust to new people

(4/10)

The United States of America

[ ] You love hamburgers
[X] You think you're awesome
[X] You love to invent things
[ ] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[X] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[ ] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business
[ ] You're terrified of ghosts
[ ] You know aliens exist
[ ] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time
[X] You wear glasses

(5/10)

The United Kingdom of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland

[ ] You like tea
[X] You are quite tough and troublesome
[X] You're very sarcastic and cynical
[X] Your cooking is awful
[x] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[X] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[ ] You have tried doing black magic before
[ ] You get drunk quite easily. [I dun drink...]
[ ] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy
[ ] You're good at embroidery

(5/10)

France

[ ] You're very affectionate
[X] You think you have a great fashion sense
[ ] You like wine
[ ] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears
[ ] You love red roses
[X] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men
[X] You're very proud of yourself
[x] You love culture and the arts
[ ] You're very flamboyant
[X] You say you're a gourmet

(4/10)

Russia

[X] You had a very sad childhood.
[ ] You're very tall
[x] You have a tendency to switch between personalities
[ ] You wear a scarf all the time
[ ] You love sunflowers
[ ] You love vodka- RUSSIAN STANDARDDDD PLZ
[x] You can seem intimidating to other people
[x] You're very strong
[ ] You have a big nose
[ ] You have a strange laugh that can scare people)

(3/10)

China

[X] You're very mature
[X] You're very superstitious
[ ] You're very religious
[ ] You love pandas
[ ] You love cooking so much that you nag if food has a certain pattern of tastes
[ ] You love Hello Kitty
[ ] You try to be a role-model for your brothers/sisters/whatever, but are never taken seriously.
[X] You work hard
[ ] You're good at drawing
[ ] You like sweets

(6/10)

Austria

[X] You are very well-raised
[ ] You're polite
[X] You love classical music
[X] You like cake
[ ] You have a mole on your face
[X] You dedicate your time to your hobbies rather than what needs to be done right away
[ ] You are a virtuoso/play very well on at least one instrument
[ ] You've composed music before
[X] You tend to call people 'morons'
[X] You wear glasses

(3/10)

Canada

[ ] You're often ignored by people
[ ] You look younger than you actually are
[ ] You love hockey
[ ] You love polar bears
[ ] You hate fighting
[X] You have one strand of curly hair, like Italy
[ ] You often get mistaken for someone else
[X] You feel under-appreciated
[X] You're bilingual (Tetralingual )
[ ] You always carry a bear with you

(4/10)

Cuba

[ ] You smoke
[ ] You're very physically strong
[ ] You've won a lot of fist-fights
[ ] In your social circle, there are two brothers - you get along with one, but not with the other.
[X] You have very strong emotions about a variety of topics
[ ] You like hot weather
[X] You can be very friendly from time to time
[X] You look very tough on the outside
[X] You make a very nice role-model
[ ] You don't let people get a word in edgeways

(6/10)

Hungary

[ ] You have a potty-mouth
[ ] You like to wear flowers in your hair
[X] You used to be a very tough kid
[X] You're very reliable
[X] It's better to have you as a friend rather than an enemy
[X] You're very faithful
[X] Your speech and mannerisms can be considered very unladylike
[ ] You and your best friend go together like chalk and cheese.
[X] You are graceful one moment and grinning like a maniac the next
[ ] If someone yells that yaoi is going on somewhere, you will drop everything to run off to go and see it.

(2/10)

Lithuania

[X] You're very loyal
[ ] You feel like your best friend drags you around a lot, but you both have a great time together
[ ] You're very serious
[ ] You have a lot of patience
[ ]You think too much about philosophical stuff
[ ] You get depressed when questioning the point of existing/the universe, etc..
[ ] You're not very confident
[ ] You were quite rebellious as a child
[X] People tend to walk all over you
[ ] You're a born worrier

(5/10)

Poland

[ ] You're very flamboyant
[ ] You're quite hyperactive
[X] You can be quite goofy
[X] When you're depressed, you tend to rise out of it like a phoenix
[X] You're very wary of strangers
[ ] It takes you ages to come out of your shell
[X] However, when you're used to someone, you're very chatty
[X] You're very forceful and stand at one end of the argument when it comes to your opinions
[ ] You love pansies and corn-poppies
[ ] You get up to lots of crazy antics

(5/10)

Prussia

[ ] You're quite mean-spirited
[ ] You're a bit of a hooligan
[X] You're very loyal
[ ] You're very good at tactics
[ ] You hate Russia
[X] You love to fight people
[X] You can avoid marriages quite well
[X] You're not always taken seriously
[ ] You like drinking
[X] You want to become stronger





North Italy : 6
Germany : 7
Japan : 5

America : 4
UK of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland : 5
France : 5
Russia : 4
China : 3

Austria : 6
Canada : 3
Cuba : 4
Hungary : 6
Lithuania : 2
Poland : 5
Prussia : 5

I'm...german? lmao..

THIS TIME STOLEN FROM

—YOUR BOY SIDE—-
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats. ALL THE WAY.
[x] It’s hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own a car racing game.
[x] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid. (I did...instead of playing with barbies XDD)
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You owned a DS, PS2, N64, or Sega. (I own a PS2, a DS,AND a N64. I own a NGC as well, and my first console was a Sega Genesis^^)
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.( At some point I was...)
[x] You have watched sports on TV (well DUH)
[ ] Gory movies are cool. (Eh, no.)
[x] you go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[x] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[x] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. (I'm not particularly a social person.)
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are some of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (I NEVER care of what people think.)
[ ] Sports are fun (Eh, no.)
[x] You talk with food in your mouth. (I do sometimes xD)
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[ ] You have fished at least once (Never o.O)

—-YOUR GIRL SIDE—-
[ ] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner (I do. I wear eyeshadow as well.)
[ ] You wear the color pink.(Ewww...)
[x] You go to your mom to talk.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport. (HAHAHAHAHAHA HELL NO= Same here XD LMAO)
[ ] You hate wearing the color black. (Excuse me?...Do you know who I am? XDDDDD)
[x] You like going to the mall. (Sometimes)
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] You like wearing jewelry. (Only rings.)
[ ] You cried watching The Notebook. (I never even watched it.....)
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (Kind of...They're al goth, though.)
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don’t like the movie Star Wars (No.)
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics. (WTF DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM?? SERIOUSLY! XDDDDD)
[ ] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up (NO WAY!...just 20 minutes)
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.(Well yeah.)
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.(That's a big NO.)
[ ] You like wearing high heel shoes. (EWWWWWWWWW)
[ ] You used to play with dolls as a little kid. (Not dolls, CARS. goddamit! XDD I always hated dolls, they are creepy!)
[ ] You like putting make-up on others. (What for o.O?)
[ ] You like being the star of everything. (Not really.)
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors. (What's with all the pink questions??? XD)

• Appearance •

[x] I am shorter than 5′5″. (5'4")
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan/ burn easily. (If you put into consideration the fact I'm whiter than snow white then, yeah.)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I’ve had/have braces. (For two years. But not anymore)
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.

• Embarrassment •

[ ] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. (yes)
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose. (Oh, my...)
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public. (Oh, my...bis XD)

• Health •

[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[x] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I’ve had serious surgery. (Does surgery on the eyes count?...)
[ ] I’ve had chicken pox.

• Traveling •

[ ] I’ve driven / ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane. (I hate them, though.)
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.(Whoot!)
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[x] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[x] I’ve been to Europe.
[x] I’ve been to Florida. (DISENY WORLD!!)

• Experiences •

[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower. ( I WISH)
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. (I did...)
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I’ve crashed a car. (My fathers' car XDDD LMAO)
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[x] I’ve been in a musical.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten Sushi. <33333
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

• Relationships •

[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. (My ex XD)
[ ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

• Honesty / Crime •

[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out.
[x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I’ve ran a red light.
[ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[x] I’ve been in a fist fight. (kind of XDDD)
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

• Death and Suicide •
[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I’ve seen someone / something dying
[x] Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

• Materialism •
[ ] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga. (Not really unhealthy...)
[ ] I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie

• Random •

[x] I can sing well.
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily
[x] I watch the news. (sometimes)
[ ] I don’t kill bugs (it's not like I find it fun...but if they annoy me i do.)
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person. (XDD....)
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I care about grammar.
[ ] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[ ] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day. (more like download)
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I like Martha Stewart. (I like enterprising people in general...)
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun. (I'd like to know XD..)
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I like white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names.
[x] I’m good at remembering dates.
[ ] I Honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All my answers were totally honest.